Markus Holtby, a sculptor and ceramicist, puts forth a collection of sculptures made of forged steel and wood, the two materials that make up most of the city. The arrow-straight lines of the steel and the knots they become with some distance, stir up some difficult emotions; the place where you come from and the place where you’re going. It reminds me so much of getting ready on a Saturday morning, a ball of reckless optimism, to spend the two days I have to myself exploring and divulging in the world outside of my apartment, only to end up lost or distracted, my mood eventually soured by a heat headache and regret, wishing that I could be home instead. Of course, that would be impossible, as it takes at least an hour to get anywhere from anywhere. Thus, I sit on a train and stew, my tension ball growing ever tanglier. Holtby makes some very good if involuted points about city living.
Justin Nissly evokes delicate flowers in his paintings and then drags his thumb through them, creating eclipsing messages. Having to differentiate between colors in one spot as they blend into others in an effort to decode the messages creates an immediate anxiety; a fear that you're missing something deeply important. This is a fear mirrored by the artist once the messaging becomes clear: ‘But Not [Too] Soon’ on a hot pink hibiscus; ‘I Try to Remain Optimistic But Keep Finding Myself Waiting For The Other Shoe to Drop,’ on a red tipped white flower with a yellow center. An insightful way to link between Hawaii and New York: the consumerism of one evolving into tourism of the other; culminating ultimately in harm done to the place people call home. Ironic considering the amount of people looking to co-opt the identity of New Yorker, to become the Main Character of life.
It’s worth noting here that all of the artists showing at this exhibit are white, which is confusing, if not disappointing, considering the racial diversity of the city. When I was tasked with the decision to migrate either here or to Colorado, with two job offers in hand, one nail in the coffin for the Mile High City was that I could not justify being the only black person working anywhere (at my big mental and emotional age???). So far I’ve been pleasantly surprised by how New York has delivered on this front; this exhibit, unfortunately, does not reflect that. Though Kerry Lessard does depict black liberators of the queer community in her work, it feels double edged in this respect.
Another examination of New York lies in its geographically specific memes that have become de facto American landmarks. I recognized Charles Compo’s depiction of a rat drinking a cocktail with immediate affection. In his maximalist piece ‘There’s One in Every Crowd,’ he portrays what I assume to be several cultural references over a sprawling 39.25 x 56.25 canvas; I couldn’t stand to hope to recognize every single one, but I can appreciate the connection I have with the rat guy as evidence of my four-month New York.