TUCKER: I think you've really nailed the emotional register. For me, initially, I wanted to kind of mimic the thematic framework of I Think You Should Leave, where the title is central to every skit, and try to create a world that is populated by a feeling; this feeling of deservedness or worthiness resonating around every character in each story. Maybe This Is What I Deserve felt like that. The stories about poverty are especially vital in this regard, as I've battled my own feelings of inadequacy and felt trapped in endless cycles of missed payments and pending due dates. I remember a point in my early twenties where I was at my absolute lowest, barely living paycheck-to-paycheck at a job I couldn't stand, renting the only place I could afford, leaning too heavily on some unhelpful vices. I started wondering if maybe I was destined for failure, like a higher power had placed me on Earth to be a loser. I think that was my biggest flirt with determinism, those feelings like I was doomed to slog through life. But! I think that's shifted over the years, and this has eventually become a story of hope, that maybe, even at our lowest, there is space for possibility and wonder. I was so thrilled when I received the cover for the collection. I had asked David Wojciechowski, Split/Lip's book designer, to make something that felt like those old Italo Calvino Harvest/HBJ covers. He presented this cover, with the Eastman Johnson painting, and it felt perfect. This collection cycles childhood, labor, nostalgia, and play; this painting captured all of it. I often joke that the thesis statement of my work is "to celebrate the lives of the impoverished without romanticizing their poverty," and I'm hoping this collection honors that.